sharshar

2011-02-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

*trying to post more regularly*

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE! <333333333333333

some of the stuff toys mr boyfriend won for me the other day (:

2011-01-26T21:35:00.001+08:00

hello there!

okay haven't been updating for quite a while cause my internet is like crazy-ish.

its sort of okay now, so shall post a short post (:

woke up this morning, and saw that i was posted to TJC.

im the only one from cckss going there ><

but ahhwell, ill make new friends i guess.

went to dye my hair black after that.

my hair is like BLACK now!

still not really used to it heheh.

next went to meet bf to enjoy my last day of holiday before school starts~

he won many many many soft toys for me (:(:(:(:(:(:(:

but im a bit lazy now so ill post pictures maybe a few days later (:

yup, that's about all for today

2010-12-20T22:39:00.003+08:00

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

D'=

okay got mixed emotions.

happy because

caught a lot of nice movies during the past few days

and also met up with Dionne yesterday

like after sooo long (:

sad because

I GOT TO GO TO WORK TOMORROW!

AND WEDNESDAY AND THURSDAY ALSO!

boo.

hope time flies while im at work (:

btw,

mr dimples,

iloveyou <3

2010-12-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

today:

1st day of work!!

wasnt looking forward to it cause obviously it'll mean less free time, etc.

but i survived a day of work still (:

was quite okay

wrapped presents & did paperwork.

will be writing christmas cards tomorrow ><

went ice skating after work.

fun

but tiring ><

yesterday (saturday):

i woke up smiling (:(:

i dont know why.

it's just like you know sometimes you wake up on the wrong side of the bed,

i woke up on the very right side of the bed ^^

heh.

caught let me in with calvin :D

it was nice ^^

my mum still keeps asking about ........

i dont know how to tell her ahhhhh~

but just hopes she gets like my hints soon.

hopefully (:

FINALLY

2010-12-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

thanks to my bro in law, finally managed to connect to the internet -.-

dont know what's wrong with the new modem~

aiiiii~

okays shall update about this week~

USS finally called us (me, xinyu, meixi) -.-

but was quite sianededed alr, plus we still have to go all the way to harbourfront to submit the form -.-

sooo, decided not to go for the job in the end.

heh.

gonna work at my sister's office instead!

but not working for her, she doesn't want to employ me! *cries*

haha.

will be working for her colleague instead.

mostly paperwork stuff i guess.

should be starting work on monday so tomorrow will be my last like "free" day

okay actually not really cause im only gonna work 3-4 days a week. (heheh lazy)

and, yupp we arent together anymore (:

i dont know why

i feel happy/ alright on mondays to thursday,

yet when friday comes,

i kinda dread it.

when it's supposed to be the other way round.

maybe there's something wrong with me :o

we are just v different

it didnt seem like a big deal at first,

but after 10 months

i think i woke up from my dreamland.

i did think like

what if i didnt...

if i...

would things turn out differently?

but then again,

nah. ive had enuf

maybe im weird

but somehow

i felt happier.

okay maybe not HAPPY

but like calmer?!

i dont know how to explain

its just like i feel more free now.

just that my family keep asking.............................

yup.

okay i typed a lot of nonsense i dont think anyone will understand.

heheh. but im glad i have AWESOME friends like calvin and farah.

<33 them laaa

ohya.

i also realised,

sometimes i feel "safer" on ice.

like, even though a lot of people get injured,

and sometimes it can be quite dangerous,

everyone's there for the same reason - to learn a sport and get better at it.

no one gossipping about you

or backstabbing you like in school.

okay.

enough of emoishh stuff~

i painted my nails ^^

yupp thats all~

gonna sleep soon i think ^^

goodnight everyone~

awesome day (almost)

2010-12-05T00:08:00.001+08:00

HELLO! :D

had a great day today ~~minus one silly mistake i made this morning.~~

left house at 9+, it was drizzling but i dont like to carry an umbrella around, so i just left house without one.

unfortunately for me, the rain just grew heavier and heavier

and then it was POURING

i was totally drenched laaaaaaaa

and just a few steps away from the mrt station,

i did something very silly

D'=

ahh but i cant do anything about it already,

SOOOOO

i went to jp to meet clarice, wan yi and xin yu! :D

had a great time shopping with those bimbos! ^^

bought nail polish and i really want to repaint my nails with the new colours i bought today!

but i just painted my nails like the day before yesterday or something, and its not good to keep painting so often! D'=

i'll just have to wait till next thursday~

i bought a new wallet too :D <3 it!

hehheh.

went to church after shopping,

then dinner and home!~

:D

*btw, im sian of neopets alr D'=

2010-11-29T21:32:00.004+08:00

just got back from ice skating :D

had lesson just now.

it was okay, im just v tired now ><

i really need to improve on my jumpssssssssssssssssssss

hopefully i can wake up early on wednesday to practice.

yesterday night, my mum said she'll give me $50 if i can wake up at 9 am today.

i was v happy la! no need work also can get $ :D

in the end,

i really cannot wake up -.-

sigh...

btw

i have a new favourite online game!! (other than audition)

NEOPETS!

its really quite fun once you start playing.

like get to take care of your pet...

heheh.

trying to influence CALVIN to play

but he's working already! D'=

so whoever you are reading now, why not try neopets?

www.neopets.com

its really not bad! haha~

alright, goodnights everyone~

2010-11-26T21:17:00.003+08:00

hello hello!

okay first, some pictures from prom:D

today:

i went for job interview! with meixi, xinyu, samuel and gabriel.

heheh

im hired!!

will prolly be working at USS :D

2010-11-23T01:50:00.002+08:00

hello! :D

shall do short post while waiting for my hair to dry~

i got back from prom awhile ago! it was great (:

but, removing make up was a pain >.<

took soooo long to remove my make up! and, i think because of all the rubbing, my left eye had triple/quadruple eyelids now -.-

and i dyed my hair on saturday! (and cut my fringe)

brown.

and i think it makes me look like a tranny -.-

bleh.

maybe im just not used to the colour.

im off to sleep!

sweet dreams everyone~

2010-11-15T22:01:00.006+08:00

1st time skating in about 2 months!

was really nervous and afraid at first.

didnt really have much confidence to practise jumps.

i saw my ex coach at the rink.

and i was like

"i wish i didnt change coach".

was sort of regretting changing coach cause i thought like my ex coach knows me better and all,

and probably isnt as fierce ><

however, after my lesson i didnt regret anymore. my new coach is great ^^

lesson was not at all as bad as i thought.

and, he knows my father! from a long long time ago.

small world.

plus, i sort of regained most of my jumps eventually.

yay~ ^^

2010-11-14T23:09:00.004+08:00

camomile tea.

reuel asked daune to pass it to me on saturday when i went for church. *touched* it's a relaxant (i think?) and hopefully will solve my insomnia.

was a bit afraid of going to church alone on saturday cause im usually quite shy especially to people i dont know really really well. so some people think im very arrogant, dao, bitchy, etc D'=.

hopefully they get to know me better and dont think im bitchy?

anyways, saturday went fine (:

met farah at town today.

we wanted to shop for dresses for prom, but after searching around for a while, we didnt find anything we really loved.

so we just went off to shop for other stuff.

i bought nail polish! (going to paint my nails later) and some clothes.

@ LJS

going ice skating tomorrow. will be having my first lesson with my new coach too. *scared* what if he doesn't like me? or if i just lose all my jumps and spins? hope i dont!

okay, goodnight guys!

FREE AT LAST!

2010-11-12T15:16:00.003+08:00

im done with o levels! muahaha!

so happy! been looking forward to this day since O levels started!

went to bukit panjang plaza with farah, huai hui, joanna and siyun for breakfast at KFC.

after that, jean yip to snip off my ponytail.

actually i didnt really cut alot >< hehe.

farah and i

am going to resume ice skating from next week i guess. excited but also a bit scared because i havent skated for like 2 months? afraid I'll be demoralised if i lose my jumps ><. ahh wells, hopefully i dont lose my jumps!

alright, im off to enjoy life! bye! :D

rant

2010-11-10T15:35:00.003+08:00

CHINESE O's IS OVER! hehe. so im just left with physics and chem MCQ which is why im here~.

chinese was okay, but i think the chances of me improving my grade is really little since i got merit for oral :/ ahwells, i tried my best!

anyway, reuel is in the army now and i miss him alr D'=

like really la, who is going to send me home after church (especially with all the crazy gangster stuff going on), who is going to hear whine and stuff, and call at 3am when i have a nightmare!

okok, i guess im still sort of surviving now ^^ hope he's doing okay too.

am thinking of getting a job after exams. should i?

2010-10-22T23:50:00.002+08:00

ohya, i changed my blogskin cause i was getting sick of the previous one ><

2010-10-22T23:48:00.001+08:00

had one of my worst nights last night.

i was really tired yesterday for some reason, and went to sleep at 8pm.

halfway through, my brother's gf came into my room to borrow my charger. I THOUGHT I DREAMT OF HER LOR! so scary cause i couldnt tell between whether i was dreaming or awake!

i woke up at about 12am to find my charger missing (okay so she really did borrow my charger)

I WAS HAVING SEVERE MUSCLE CRAMPS. ON MY RIGHT LEG AND LEFT ARM. i dont know why, i didnt even exercise or anything. even when i had dance rehearsals or really practised skating like mad, i have not gotten such severe muscle ache before. the pain was so excruciating i couldnt even sit properly.

then, at around 2 am, i went to take a shower. lols. okay cause when i have muscle ache i found out after i take a shower it sort of gets a little better? hehheh. but the shower didnt work -.-. i was shivering so badly i thought i would die =O.

somehow i fell asleep after that and woke up at 7.

well my muscles are still aching but definitely not as bad as last night. :D

i really didnt want to go to school today because i had a very bad night, but all thanks to CALVIN who managed to convince me to go to school, i did. quite happy that i did actually, cause we just had to collect notes from mdm prema!

went to lot 1 mac for lunch later with farah and calvin ^^

thanks the two of you, and also vivian ^^ for being such great friends :)

my secondary school life would have been miserable without you guys ^^

papa get well soon!

2010-10-21T18:51:00.005+08:00

i feel super sleepy now. and tired. i just finished wrapping bf's birthday present! its of a super irregular shape and like impossible to wrap! plus, ive never wrapped a present for 8437358529 years sooooo, ya. i think it looks quite horrible but im using the yellow minitoons bag to cover it!

feel so exhausted after wrapping the present. and going to school for consultation. its really hazy now D'=

really feel like sleeping but i okayokay, i have to go and revise ><

so sick of the phrase "after O's". like everything is after O's!!! BAH

2010-10-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

i think god is like trying to make me mug right now. cause there's something wrong with my internet and my brother tried fixing it but didnt really help much ><. it will keep disconnecting every few minutes for some reason.

and my tv was sort of unplugged ( i dont know why) and i didnt know how to plug the switch back so i couldnt watch tv or use the internet. -.- *my brother fixed the tv already tho.

sooooo, went to school this morning for english lesson. i was like really calm (tho sleepy) on the way to school in the cab. then suddenly, farah smsed me asking why im not at school. she told me english starts at 9 not 10!!! i was so shocked la hahas and still thought she was just kidding~

went to eat at pizza hut after english with farah^^

okok i'll be off either to revise or sleep~ nights!

2010-10-12T20:19:00.004+08:00

its the last day of school today!

yupp, quite happy i dont have to drag myself to the other side of the island and drag myself back home anymore. i'll still need to do back for english on thursday tho >< but thats okay la, only one day.

of course, there are many things in school i'll miss like my friends, the food (yes, even though i thought the school food was horrible at first, i will miss it)

had quite a happy day today but i really should really study from now till O's. hope i have the strength and perserverance to~

2010-10-03T17:31:00.002+08:00

when are you ever going to come back?!

2010-09-06T18:06:00.017+08:00

had to go to school today even though it's supposed to be the school holidays now

plus, my brother had to go to work early, so i reached school at 6.45am! zzz

having a headache now D'=

so, went to school for an hour of maths

headed to BPP with farah after that. went to jeanyip with her to cut her hair ^^ bought some other stuff and had to go back to school for english.

mdm prema didnt come to school today! D'= so we had to do a timed-comprehension. was really sleepy then and had no mood to do a comprehension.

okay my headache's really quite bad now, i think im going to go to sleep.

2010-08-30T19:54:00.003+08:00

down with cough D=

very mild cough though. hehe but i wont be going to school tomorrow (i think) cause whenever i take the cough medicine ill get SUPER drowsy and drunkenish so ill just sleep the whole day tomorrow or something.

had ss mock exam today. was really forcing myself to take the exam seriously. like during the mock exam there will suddenly be some sheep meehhing from the other class lol. and its not like a normal exam where we can just go home after it. after the mock exam we still had to stay back and go through the answers. D'= not looking forward to my other mock exams.

so after school, went to watch the teachers' day rehearsal with farah since there's a 90% chance i would not come to school tomorrow. it was okay la, but i dont really feel like travelling all the way from changi to my school to watch the concert. imitation was really funny though. hehe, especially calvina!

*have new found respect for those who like went through all the trouble to come up with a performance themselves especially since we're at sec 4 now and i think quite a lot of time was spent in the rehearsals etc. ^^

2010-08-28T15:16:00.003+08:00

back from flagday at bukit batok.

was quite tired at the end, especially when i was rejected by a lot of people. some people were really nice though, especially the kids! they were sooo cute! overall flagday was okay la, wasnt looking forward to it anyway.

half my saturday's gone thanks to YMCA and i'll have to spend the rest of my saturday doing chemistry. sad right? D=

if only we learn to how to listen and open our eyes.

2010-08-26T20:02:00.002+08:00

super sianed of homework D'=
okay, its not actually a lot, im just left with english comprehension + summary.
had my last ice skating lesson last monday until after O levels and injured my hip D'=. hope i still have time to go practise during the weekends though. feel like ive got no life after quitting dance, ice skating. ahwells, its only for another 2 more months or something?

2010-08-24T17:23:00.004+08:00

hello!
okay decided to restart-updating my blog since im quite free nowadays.
deleted all my past posts cause i want to move on with life?